Wednesday, November 01, 2006
11:07 PM
This is Day 3....just finished playing badminton with jo, zy, ang, char , kenneth and zadi....i left early cos i wanna sleep early...tk came late so i din wait....i going for the talent time tmr.....thinking back , did i made a bad decision?? bored....really fucking bored....life is getting worse and worse...bascially i dunno who i am anymore...im going mad..im not jk bout this...life is full of ups and downs...but mine is going all the way down....i felt that the barrier between me and her is getting wider...i went only for careperson lesson today...i swear i'll work hard in my studies...
so sudden i thought of westlife song..it goes like this ' i cry silently, i cry inside of me, i cry hopelessly, cos i know i'll nvr be with my love again, i cry , cos u're not here with me, cos im lonely as can be, i cry, cos i noe i nvr breath my love again.'
this song is..what i feel...i go sleep already..take care to all out there.....peace to the world.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
11:32 PM
I give u all without wanting anything in return, i wont regret.
Today training was....not so good in the begining cos think i too fat already, cant sprint for long distance and continuous, k, everytime after training i will fell f***ing depress...so i swear that im gonna train every fri sat and sun to improve...
school sucks..time table totally screw up...too many in between long breaks...sianz.....i think i joining the sch talent time, im gonna sing, not sure yet...should be 某日之恋...sang by zhang zhi chen......
saw shi hui and qd just now, they look so....diff from the last time i met them....IM GONNA ANNOUNCE NOW THAT IM NOT 'DAO', just that im cool...lol.....i think im gonna tuck in earlier today, had a really rough day..
tmr she having bio paper for o's ....all the best to her......
8:49 PM
Now, thinking back, blogging is really not my style, i mean take a look at this scenario.
A: hey u noe shao hao is starting a blog?
B: oh for god sake pls stop fooling ard, i mean this is shao hao we are talking about.
ya, i cant believe it either,I AM BLOGGING FOR GOD SAKE!!!
Alright im still a noob in blogging, most of the stuff i ask cf for help de. k i admit, im lazy to go figure out myself. anyway im trying to link others to this blog, and also to put pictures and music inside. i mean , everybody wants to hear sh sing right?? k , brb...i need to go figure out how to do those stuff.
but be4 that im gonna update bout her. theres this feeling like a stone pressing down my heart, i dun like that feeling, its making me feeling heavy, and im gonna count the days that i love her counting from now, so we make this the Day 1.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
8:59 PM
Okay i take back my words that " Blogs are for GALS only", cos im starting to blog, at least till im alright. Theres 2 kind of pple in the world, one's the implosive kind (Take in all the blows and impode ) , 2nd kind is the explosive kind(i dun have to explain this one). k, im the implosive kind and i cant take it anymore. Theres something diff in my love perception, i will not give up though i knew the other party will never like me. All i wanna say is i love u, and as long as u are happy, i will be happy too, u dun have to feel guilty for anything that i have done for u cos i did it willingly, i will be ur guardian angel till u are married. its silly of me to tell u i like u, at least that will not create a barrier between us, i not sure whether u gonna ever see this , but all im gonna say is ' i love u not cos u are pretty or anythin, cos u have great characters and i love u cos , cos i love u at the moment u shoot the crackers into my mouth, lol. strange things god do, or if there is one , but i love u whole heartedly, ya im not the one that say all those mushy stuffs, but i , sorry i dunno what im saying, i know u will never like me, i take things the hard way.i am finishing my song soon, will post in on my blog as soon as it is done..haiz...all the best for ur k, i know van is coming to spore on jan, cant wait for her to come, but i know she still hasn't forgive me, but just want u to know that u are my best fren and hope u will talk to me again. sorry bout the past. josh, hope u are well there in canada..guess i will post again later....
